Tuesday, November 22, 2011
"to be or not to be" myself
lately i have had some problems and i always feel like i should feel how i do and that i should be always be a happy person because everytime i am not happy my "friend" chews me apart and when that happens i cant help but to go cry where no one can see the hurt. and i never use to show how i felt very well but lately i have tried so hard to open up but now i am scared to because of my so-called-friend, it seems like everytime i am at my weakest and am seeking help from people she hurts me more and i dont even ask for her help. what am i suppose to be, who am i suppose to be and how am i suppose to be. is there really a right and a wrong? ...am i a wrong?
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Music
so i am in the music program at my school. my teacher is crazy and mean. my little sister had $355 stolen after one of the teachers classes and the teacher told my sis to her face "well that was stupid". like the teacher has never made a mistake, i cant believe the teacher said that.
we just recently had concert, our call time was 6 and we played at 7, we dont really do much in that hour. i asked if i could get to the school at 6:10 because i have a job and the teacher got mad and said that i had to there at 6 and that i should be putting school first. well i was going to show up late because i have to lock up an elementary building and i am the only one available because my co-worker has college and my boss is with his children, 3 of which are disabled. so i showed up late anyway and the teacher didnt say anything.
i am also in the musical. rehearsal is suppose to start at 2:30 and go til 7 but i have classes til 3:40. i asked the music teacher if i can leave at 6 so that i could make it to my job. she got upset and said that she was worried that i would always be late to rehearsal because i am 5-10 min late to her 6:15 AM rehearsals. she has let me leave early but i think she hates more because of it. there is a rehearsal coming up that i am going to miss, i was so worried to talk to her about it because it is the dress rehearsal and i needed to miss half of it, but when i talked to the teacher she just said to find out more info as to when i will be gone and see if i can come but when i am done. but yesterday i just realized that there is one more reahearsal that i need to miss part of because my school is doing college application stuff and is paying for one of our application fees. i havent talked to my teacher yet and i am worried about talking to her.
we just recently had concert, our call time was 6 and we played at 7, we dont really do much in that hour. i asked if i could get to the school at 6:10 because i have a job and the teacher got mad and said that i had to there at 6 and that i should be putting school first. well i was going to show up late because i have to lock up an elementary building and i am the only one available because my co-worker has college and my boss is with his children, 3 of which are disabled. so i showed up late anyway and the teacher didnt say anything.
i am also in the musical. rehearsal is suppose to start at 2:30 and go til 7 but i have classes til 3:40. i asked the music teacher if i can leave at 6 so that i could make it to my job. she got upset and said that she was worried that i would always be late to rehearsal because i am 5-10 min late to her 6:15 AM rehearsals. she has let me leave early but i think she hates more because of it. there is a rehearsal coming up that i am going to miss, i was so worried to talk to her about it because it is the dress rehearsal and i needed to miss half of it, but when i talked to the teacher she just said to find out more info as to when i will be gone and see if i can come but when i am done. but yesterday i just realized that there is one more reahearsal that i need to miss part of because my school is doing college application stuff and is paying for one of our application fees. i havent talked to my teacher yet and i am worried about talking to her.
Friday, October 28, 2011
Friends
Friends are life, for without friendship there is nothing. They say that friends you make in high school disappear when you start college, but I think that that will only happen if you let it.
Fights and mistakes happen, but it is from those fights and mistakes that we learn. and it is up to you to be the bigger person if the fighting doesnt cease. For friendship is sanity whether or not you are in a school for crazies.
Fights and mistakes happen, but it is from those fights and mistakes that we learn. and it is up to you to be the bigger person if the fighting doesnt cease. For friendship is sanity whether or not you are in a school for crazies.
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